I made a list of ingredients I would need to start my new gluten-free adventure, and then I went to the store to buy everything on my list. I walked to a grocery store in my neighbourhood that tends to have a ton of gluten-free stuff, but they had nothing on my list. Not a single thing.
The whole reason I’m doing this in the first place is because I feel awful. I can barely stay awake, I’m depressed, and I feel like I’m being choked by my own thyroid. I could have walked to another market, but it was A WHOLE ONE KILOMETER AWAY and I already felt like I needed a nap.
I decided I would go home and order everything online. I went to Bob’s Red Mill‘s website, created an order, and went to check out. Oops, they can’t ship that stuff to my address. Sigh.
So here I am at 5pm. I feel completely awful after eating a big bowl of greek yogurt and raspberries (which makes me worry that I might have to go dairy-free as well; NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO). I want to drive to another grocery store, but I’m hungry and I’m falling asleep at my desk. I haven’t accomplished anything today, work or personal.
I am trying to stay positive, but it’s hard. Maybe tomorrow.